Queer Fish!

It’s been a while we talked. It’s been a while I met her. It’s been really a long time we chatted and laughed together. She was my life, she was everything and her enigma was for me and me only. May be it’s my color she didn't like or it can be even my weight but sometimes A tree on its own is just a tree, grass is just a grass, a cow is just a cow and a sun is just a light source. If you combine all you get a miraculous view of a cow grazing in meadow in shadow and sunlight peeking through the trees! A whole landscape is lot more than just the sum of its parts…! When you put them all together it can be magic…..!! But this magic has limitations, not everyone is lucky to feel and see this. I feel sorry for them, they are just visually challenged. She always said she can’t decide on her own, it’ll be her parent’s decision to take, but now I feel it was just a hiding wall behind which she hides her truth. I had some friends who knew for who am I, still didn’t have a ch...

It was those days; I used to be in 5 th standard. A sweet, fair, healthy without spectacles and cute boy I was then. My mum n dad bestowed me with all that I wished for as a child. I was in Marathi medium school till 7 th standard. Our school was really good. Better than normal school in Nagpur. Forsooth they used to teach there! I was very talkative as a child, never stopped talking and my favourite topics was CAAARRRSS. We had Marathi as our first language. We 5 th graders were still minors and migrants travelled from our little school of 4 th std. and we were told that you are in middle school now not primary. Everyday our first lecture was Marathi taught by “Mr. Gavali”. Like the saying goes Bad news travel faster; we came to know “he’s heavy drinker!!”. In first weak we all were abashed and inapt to solve the riddle of that enigmatic reek. But at last we figured it out, whenever our sir came, the reeking ambience followed him. He was a tall man, a big moustache with poi...

Wooo here we meet at my humor class again! Enough with the love thing now; I’ll leave that decision to her. So let me introduce you to my 2 nd buddy Mr. Ajari ….oohh sorry! (No offence dude!!). His profile’s as follows. Name: Ajari Akash! Address: Come on girls facebook will help you in this!! Mobile no. : Not necessary! (Ask him while chatting!!) College: Raisoni’s tapari. (G. H. Raisoni college of engineering, Nagpur) Site: akashpandit.blogspot.com (Never follow this site, why? explained bellow!!) Branch: Let’s imagine: The fictitious ETC (They never see any electron moving, just CRO gives a line output and they are happy with it!!!) Personal doctor (Ohm yes he loves to keep one!!): Previous: Dr. Mathurkar; Current: Dr. Phatak (Ayurvedic) Unproductive membership: Golden card awarded!! Lifetime membership!! Hushhhhh so much for visiting him, let’s talk about his qualities. Firstly he does not have a girl friend. He is in ETC branch (...

ऐसे जीने का मजा क्या है, कोई साथ नहीं जीने के  लिए, इस्से और बड़ी सजा क्या है??? जो जीना है इस जिंदगी को अकेले ही, तो फिर अब जीना बचा क्या है??? ख्वाहिश हमारे सपनो की, झटके में कुबूल हुई इसमें दुआ क्या है?? हम बेतहाशा मोहोब्बत करते रहे/, फिर भी वो हमें न मिले, तो फिर उनमे खुदा क्या है??? इतने तनहा भी न थे कभी, न कभी जीने की वजह सोची थी, शराब का सहारा फिर भी न लिया, अब तो ये तनहाई ही एक नशा सा है....!! बेवफाई तो दुनिया का दस्तूर सा है, दुनिया ने तो हमें कबका पराया कर दिया, खुद सभी प्यार कैसे करें? ये दिल अब हमसेही रूठा सा है..!! हम तो एक अनाड़ी थे खेल के, सिर्फ आप थे हमारी मंजिल, पर हार-जित न हुई तो वो खेल क्या है??? और जो अजीब न हुई वो दास्तां क्या है??? ...

I am a bit changed!! I was wrong, wrong about her, wrong about myself! I thought I can be angry with her, fake….so fake, I can’t even imagine happiness without her; and I cannot be angry with my happiness! She didn’t ignore me; she was with me all the time just like the light and wind. They are far disparate from each other, busy doing their work but always together. She was hurt by me, she had severe cold that day when she read it; my post earlier, she was inapt to speak properly yet she called me. She sounded so sweet, her voice solaced my soul. I felt like standing on edge of earth in pure, cold and fresh zephyr touching and passing by. She felt for me, a sudden surge of feelings. She messaged me sorry, she was sorry if she has hurt me! Kindness a greatest queenly attribute she possessed. Before posting that article I thought many times, my mind was in quandary to post it. But I did at last, it was time. I wanted her views; her feelings about me. I was sure she won’t like my ...

I don't know why wrote such a childish poem, it does not even rhyme well sometimes but your feelings are such which you can't hide. I am missing her on this very special day. But i imagined a happy end of our story and imagined how life will change a year after year......this time please bear it with me people!!! (and i know the poem's childish, but this is what i felt today!!!) You are the one, The one n only one, One love of my life, The story I’ve spun!!! Two & only two, We n only us, Want to be together, Itnahi, aur kya bus!!! Three n only three, With you only you, I wanna grow, My family tree!!! Four n only four We two n our, Two kids for sure!! Five & it’s almost five, We are busy in our lives, Still I’ll love you so much, Will take you on a drive, Six n only six It was your b’day & I didn’t greet, You are upset, & I am the o...

I want her to be mine; I want my love sealed for her for eternity. But it seems to be fading away; in these 10 years, I defined her as my life, my inspiration, she was the best I can have. I was spellbound by her charm. But it seems to fade away, it’s like an old rose kept as a bookmark that has lost its aroma! After all these years, when I open my diary and look at the rose, I see only crumbled petals of my love for her, the love is still around but it has lost its talisman. She did not even recognize me in all this time. I am just another guy for her in her life, but she is the only girl in my life. I remember we met some weeks before; she was there with her friends. I didn’t know she was there. I tried to avoid her, I didn’t want my friends to make fun of me or didn’t even want to hear their comments, it peeved me. Still we went there. I know she noticed me, but ignored purposefully. Really don’t know why she does that every time we see each other by chance. That made me ang...